Meet The Son Of Bitches Part 1

They are all dead, or are old enough they should be dead. If there is a God in Heaven, and there is, I hope that He is allowing their spirits to see onto this earth and witness the pain, shame, guilt, confusion and doubt Susan deals with everyday so they may understand the horrific, appalling and dreadful consequences of their sickenly selfish, evil acts.¹

As I write some of these posts, I am surprised and, at times, dismayed by what I think is calm and even-tempered writing. Sometimes to get through the topic at hand I must set aside my deep emotions. I find after some number of stories, the anger and hatred I feel toward these so-called people has to go someplace. Some of this is expressed in other posts. May some it my outrage be found here. Repetition is part of the healing process.

Asshole #1: Susan’s father

This turd was married 7 (seven) times before he found someone who he could fool and let him get away with what he did². He started sexually abusing Susan sometime after her third birthday until she was 11 when, mercifully, she started her menstrual cycle. I guess the fucker didn’t want to produce another child.

While this was going on, Susan’s father found religion and under his direction (order) they joined a church. Not by persuasion, example, and long-suffering but by order. Susan was 8 at the time, so the abuse continued for another three years, all while the family attended and participated in church activities. They were looked upon, mom, dad, ancdr0000415499d two daughters as brilliant examples of idea family life, reinforced by their active participation all church functions.

Behind the scenes, besides the continual sexual assault, he was physically and verbally abusive to everyone in the family. Susan’s life was very controlled. She could not have friends, could not have playmates. She was isolated, in my opinion to prevent word getting out about the abuse. He attempted to control every aspect of the lives of Susan, her older sister, and her mother and he did very well. Even into near adulthood, he told them where they were to go to college and what would be their major. He thought Susan stupid and decided she must become a teacher.³ She really wanted to study psychology, but given the circumstances ostensibly went to college to study childhood education. It is not surprising she did not graduate.

This King Rat Bastard had a certain type of person in mind that she should marry and I belive if he could have set up an arranged marriage for Susan, he would have done so. His ideal was of Pacific islander lineage, like his. Someone with some Polish in their blood and “ski” at the end of their last name like mine was at the absolute bottom of the list. We fooled her the hypocritical parents while they were out of the country doing church work. They got their wedding announcement (not an invitation) in the mail about the same time as the ceremony.

King Rat Bastard set Susan up for all the abuse that followed.

Asshole #2: Susan’s mother

This bitch didn’t actually hold Susan down while she was abused, but she might as well have done so. She was well aware of both the physical and sexual abuse and did his thing. She was ordered to clean up Susan after he was done and dutifully obeyed. She attended to Susan’s bruises and cuts when he physically attacked her. The mother did nothing – I mean NOTHING, not even threatening to call the authorities or leave the pervert if he did not stop. She said nothing as he continued to bathe and dry Susan well after an appropriate age. Here was a woman who was too busy to take Susan out to buy her first bra. That assignment went to Dad. He made sure to make fun of her new shape poking her on one of her  breasts right in the store. (When our daughters were growing up, I could not imagine taking them shopping for their first bra.)

With full knowledge of the abuse, she is just as culpable as the King Rat Bastard.

¹ Our belief system is that when one dies they go to a waiting area as a bodily spirit to await the resurrection and judgement. Only after the judgement do the fires get lit and the roasting begin.

² Supposedly, none of the seven marriages produced children. Well, at least none the prick would admit to.

³ How screwed up is this logic?

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